ALL THAT MATTERS

I'M PRAYERFUL THAT I MUST BE ON THE VERGE OF SOME FANTASTIC BREAKTHROUGH WITH THE LORD, NOW THAT I AM FAR TO TIRED TO CONTINUE ON, AND FAR TO BROKEN TO QUIT.

SOUNDS LIKE ANOTHER IDEAL TIME FOR STANDING, BUT THAT REQUIRES A MEASURE OF RESOLVE AS WELL.

WHAT IS A CHILD OF GOD TO DO WHEN THERE'S NOTHING TO DO, BUT DO NOTHING.

I KNOW, THIS IS A DEVOTION, AND I'M ALWAYS SUPPOSED TO BE ON THE MOUNTAIN TOP, OR LEAPING OVER WALLS, AND CONQUERING HOARDE'S OF DEMONS SINGLE HANDEDLY.

UNFORTUNATELY FOR THE READERS OF THIS I AM ONLY ABLE TO ONE PERSON AT A TIME, AND I CHOOSE TO JUST BE ME.

WHAT THAT MEANS IS THAT THERE ARE TIMES THAT I DON'T FEEL SO SPECIAL, OR
UNFORSAKEN.

THERE ARE EVEN TIMES I DON'T FEEL AS THOUGH I HAVE GOD'S FAVOR, OR EVEN HIS ATTENTION AS FAR AS THAT GOES.

MANY MAY BELIEVE THAT SPEAKING ONLY IN VICTORIOUS TERMS IS THE BEST WAY TO MOTIVATE, AND ENCOURAGE OTHERS AS THEY STRUGGLE, AND PRESS IN THIS CHRISTIAN WALK.

I BEG TO DIFFER THOUGH, BECAUSE PERSONALLY I FIND IT A BIT DIFFICULT TO PLACE A LOT OF VALIDITY, OR WEIGHT IN WORDS SPOKEN BY INDIVIDUALS THAT HAVE NOT EXPERIENCED WHERE I AM IN LIFE.

HOW CAN I ENCOURAGE, OR MOTIVATE YOU TO HOLD ON IF I'VE NEVER HAD TO HOLD ON, OR BELIEVE GOD FOR A JOB, FINANCES, HEALTH ISSUES, OR FAMILY REMEDIES.

TODAY AND EVERYDAY I SIMPLY STRIVE TO BE THE VERY BEST ME THAT THE LORD HAS CALLED FOR ME TO BE.

IF THE FACT THAT I HAVE TRIALS, AND SLIGHT LAPSES IN ENTHUSIASM DURING THE INTENSITY OF BEING BROKEN, AND REMADE BY GOD, CAUSE YOU TO DOUBT MY EFFICACY AS A DEVOTIONAL AUTHOR, I PRAY YOU STAY WITH ME UNTIL THE END , BECAUSE GOD ALWAYS MANAGES TO SHINE SOME LIGHT BEFORE I CLOSE.



2DAYS PROPHETIC ADMONITION: IT IS NOT IN OUR FEELINGS THAT WE POSSESS OUR MOST EFFECTIVE TESTIMONY, OR THE WORDS OF LIFE THAT WILL STRENGTHEN AND ENCOURAGE OTHERS.

IN OUR WILLINGNESS TO BE TRANSPARENT THROUGH HONEST REPRESENTATION OF OUR CIRCUMSTANCES, EMOTIONS, AND LAPSES OF JOY, AND EVEN GREAT FAITH THAT WE WILL BEGIN TO BE ABLE TO REACH OTHERS.

WHEN IT ALL IS SAID AND DONE WHETHER I FEEL LIKE IT, LOOK LIKE IT, WALK LIKE IT, OR TALK LIKE IT, I STILL BELIEVE GOD, AND THAT'S REALLY ALL THAT MATTERS.

BELIEVING GOD HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH FEELINGS, OR EMOTIONS, BUT ONCE AGAIN, BELIEVING IS ALL THAT MATTERS!