I DID IT, NOT SATAN !

HOW I WISH I COULD BLAME SATAN FOR ALL OF MY WOES, FAILURES, AND DISAPPOINTMENTS.

HOW CONVENIENT THIS WOULD BE. NO TAKING BLAME FOR MY ACTIONS, WORDS, OR DEEDS. NO NEED TO EVER BE ACCOUNTABLE.

WOULDN'T THAT BE JUST DREAMY? SURE IT WOULD, BUT IT WOULDN'T BE JUST, SO IT COULDN'T BE GODLY.

EVEN THOUGH SATAN IS WHO HE IS. GOD'S NUMBER ONE ENEMY, GOD DUE TO HIS GOODNESS, AND HIS BEING JUST, DOESN'T SIMPLY HEAP ALL BLAME UPON SATAN FREEING US FROM ALL ACCOUNTABILITY.

OH NO, WE WILL BEAR THE BURDEN FOR OUR PART IN OUR SINS. YOU KNOW "OUR OWN LUST, AND ENTICED", THE ROLE THAT WE PLAY IN OUR NOT SUBMITTING TO GOD SO THAT SATAN WOULD HAVE TO FLEE.

GOD JUST WANTS US TO SEE TODAY THAT SO MANY OF OUR SO CALLED RUN INS WITH THE DEVIL, ARE ACTUALLY RUN INS WITH OUR FLESH, WILL, AND OH YEAH OUR PRIDE.

TODAY I HAD AN ACTION OF MINE COME BACK TO HAUNT ME, AND COST ME DEARLY, I THINK.

PERHAPS IT IS MEANT TO KICK ME IN MY PANTS, AND BACK ONTO COURSE.

ONLY TIME WILL TELL.

THE AMAZING THINGS TO NOTE THOUGH ARE THAT:

#1.- THE ACT WAS SO OUT OF MY CHARACTER
#2.- I DIDN'T REALLY WANT WHAT I THOUGHT I WANTED
#3.- WHEN IT CAME BACK TO BITE ME MY PRIDE WAS HURT
#4.- THOUGH I DIDN'T WANT IT, I DID NEED IT NATURALLY, BUT YET I WAS AT PEACE AFTER A MINUTE TO RE-EVALUATE.

I SHARED MY DILEMMA WITH TRUSTED PEOPLE THAT ARE CLOSE TO ME, AND THEIR WELL INTENTIONED ADVICE MADE GREAT NATURAL SENSE, BUT I WAS IN A SPIRITUAL QUANDARY.

THOUGH MY OWN ACTIONS WERE NATURAL, AND THE MANIFESTATION OF IT'S REPERCUSSIONS WERE AS WELL, FOUNDATIONALY I WAS FACING A SPIRITUAL SITUATION.

THIS WASN'T GOING TO BE REMEDIED WITH A NATURAL FIX, BECAUSE MY PROBLEMS AT THIS STAGE OF THE GAME ARE FAR COSTLIER THEN THE UNDISCERNING EYE CAN SEE.

I AM ENGAGED IN COSMIC WARFARE, WHERE DECISIONS MADE NOW CAN LITERALLY AFFECT 100'S OF THOUSANDS OF LIVE'S BEYOND MY OWN.

MY CARELESS ACTS OF SELFISHNESS, AND SPIRITUAL IMMATURITY CAN, AND ARE AFFECTING MY DESTINY AND I MUST RESPOND SWIFTLY, AND ACCURATELY IF I AM TO REGAIN, OR MAYBE JUST NOW GAIN MY PREDESTINED PATH.

NO, SATAN IS NOT THE CULPRIT THIS TIME, BUT I AM, AND IF I FAIL TO RESPOND PROPERLY TO THIS TEST I COULD BE TO BLAME FOR EVEN GREATER SPIRITUAL CALAMITY.


2DAYS PROPHETIC ADMONITION: WE CONTINUE TO BE OUR OWN WORSE ENEMIES, BUT THE TIME IS NOW FOR ACCOUNTABILITY, AND OWNING UP TO OUR OWN PART IN ABORTING OUR DESTINY'S.

BUT WE MUST ALSO REALIZE THAT THE LORD WILL ALLOW OUR SIN TO CATCH US, USING AS A CATALYST TO MOVE US AHEAD AND ONTO THE RIGHT PATH WE NEVER WOULD HAVE DISCOVERED IF NOT FOR OUR SIN, BEING CAUGHT, AND OUR
EMBARRASSMENT.

GOD DOESN'T ALWAYS INTEND FOR US TO GO BACK AND FIX THINGS, BUT HE HAS US USE THESE FAILURES AS STEPPING STONES TO RAISE US TO HIGHER HEIGHTS.

WHEN I LOOK BACK AND WONDER WHY SO MANY THINGS DIDN'T WORKOUT RIGHT I HAVE TO SAY "I DID IT, NOT SATAN".




I PRAY GOD'S PEACE N MERCY B UPON U AND URS !





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